About Me: I was diagnosed with anorexia/bulimia, PTSD, anxiety disorder, and borderline-personality disorder at 16. The PTSD symptoms got really bad - fla
shbacks, nightmares and night terrors almost EVERY night! Insomnia was and still is a major thing I deal with. I have to take prescription sleeping pills every night just to get myself to sleep.
Recently, I have started to dissociate VERY badly and also when I am alone, because I?ve gotten so upset about a situation and then I start to panic really bad. I feel like I am crazy a lot of the time and that NO ONE understands me or what I am going through.
I have very low self-esteem and I hate myself most of the time. I NEVER feel good enough, so I keep to myself and I am VERY shy!!!! It?s hard for me to make friends because I don?t go out much at all. I just hope to one day be able to eat ?normal?, to not be scared ALL the time about stuff. I just want to be happy and be able to live the best life that I can.
Female,
30 years old
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