If you could not miss me enough then you sure in hellz could not have loved me the way that you say. If you could have felt for me the way that you said then things would not have ended this way. So the next time that you love do it with all of your heart and show them in all that you say and do, let them know that your love is for real and that what you feel for them is completely true. Don't repeat your mistakes or dwell on the past as it is a memory of times gone by,make it a new begining, a fresh start and give love another try. Take a chance of loving someone as much as they love you and find happiness within each other,as chances do not come often and you may never be given another. Live, love, be happy and do all that you can in the moment at hand, as tomorrows have no guarantees and may drift away just as the sands... Remember the past and learn from the mistakes ,Live, love and be happy and enjoy each moment of today, And NEVER put off till tomorrow what you are capable of doing today, as tomorrow holds no guarantees and may never come your way...

I knew that I could never be ones first,but had hoped to be his last, as in my heart I knew the first was in his past.But things have changed and his last I will never be, so now I I ask for something that no one other dares, " I could not be your last so I ask to be your tears...to be born within your heart, to pass through both your eyes, to live on both your cheeks and upon your lips to die"... :(Tears are the words that your heart can not say, tears are the emotions that took your heart away, tears are the thoughts that will make you think of me, tears are the closure to what will never be.)

I came into this program just as many others have to keep from being alone, making friends, not having to deal with drama and assuming that it was a safe place to be and have found that at times there is just as much drama here as anywhere else if not more and that it is not as safe as one may think. I have also found that for others it is nothing more than a program in which they feel there is no need in having respect, appreciation, gratitude or real feelings toward those whom participate in the program... Yes this is a program BUT there are still people who participate in it whom are REAL and whom have real FEELINGS and should be treated that way. One shouldtreat others as they themselves wish to be treated whether or not it be in the participation of a program and should always remember that the feelings of others are just as important as their own. One should also remember that the GREATEST and MOST important things in life in which one can GIVE as well as RECIEVE are the things in which should not only come natural to one but should be given and recieved naturally,without hesitation, reservation or regret in which are RESPECT, APPRECIATION and GRATITUDE. If more people were to participate in the practice of being more RESPECTFUL,APPRECIATIVE and GRATEFUL not only would there be an improvement within the program, but also a great and well needed improvement within many whom participate in the program... This is my own personal opinion about this program as well as the people in which participate in it and whether you agree with me or not makes no difference to me as all are entitled to their own opinion including myself... If you find it to be a true and honest opinion GREAT and i'm sure that we could be friends and if you find it to be insultive and offensive well what can I say other than... ummm ummmmm ummmmmmm.....never mind... I would rather not step down to your level in life as I would find it just a little degrading so best you fill